Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Today went fishing~~ Caught nothing but at least got a few bites! BETTER THAN BENNY! NOT EVEN ANYTHING! hehez
Overall mood is moody again. Still getting used to life without my mum and the feeling of holidays but still got thesis is making me worst! My supervisor coming back next tuesday and i still haven't do anything yet! SHIT
I feel so useless. Anyway got a part time offer from motorola but is debating whether to do it. If i work next semester, my honours will definitely be affected. If i work, i might have a higher chance to convert from part time to full time in MOTOROLA as a IT staff. So its either HONOURS or MOTOROLA. sighz, hard choice.
Anyway gonna start my engine to do thesis work soon if not really die liao.
Miss home, miss wife, miss mum, miss pa, miss sis, miss euro and miss my 'working' life!
Overall mood is moody again. Still getting used to life without my mum and the feeling of holidays but still got thesis is making me worst! My supervisor coming back next tuesday and i still haven't do anything yet! SHIT
I feel so useless. Anyway got a part time offer from motorola but is debating whether to do it. If i work next semester, my honours will definitely be affected. If i work, i might have a higher chance to convert from part time to full time in MOTOROLA as a IT staff. So its either HONOURS or MOTOROLA. sighz, hard choice.
Anyway gonna start my engine to do thesis work soon if not really die liao.
Miss home, miss wife, miss mum, miss pa, miss sis, miss euro and miss my 'working' life!
Monday, June 27, 2005
Been an extremely sad day. I hate the feeling that when someone close stay with me for a long duration of time then suddenly leave me to somewhere else. The sudden pang of loniness and misery struck my brain and leave me momentary weak and depressed.
Yesh.... as you all can guess, my mum juz take the plane from Perth to Singapore last night. How i wish i can stop studying and fly back. I really dun mind working. In fact i even prefer to work more than study, but my esteem prevent me from doing so. It was I who wanted to come over here and suffer in the first place and if i gonna give up. I can't imagine how my family or relatives gonna tink about me. Guess its my pride although i tink they wouldn't blame me.
Luckily my wife is coming over soon. 10+ MORE DAYS! HOW AM I GOING TO ENDURE THAT! on top of that, the agony of doing the stupid thesis! sighz
Guess i should stop complaining!
Yesh.... as you all can guess, my mum juz take the plane from Perth to Singapore last night. How i wish i can stop studying and fly back. I really dun mind working. In fact i even prefer to work more than study, but my esteem prevent me from doing so. It was I who wanted to come over here and suffer in the first place and if i gonna give up. I can't imagine how my family or relatives gonna tink about me. Guess its my pride although i tink they wouldn't blame me.
Luckily my wife is coming over soon. 10+ MORE DAYS! HOW AM I GOING TO ENDURE THAT! on top of that, the agony of doing the stupid thesis! sighz
Guess i should stop complaining!
